it's currently 1:11 a.m in the morning.
you may wonder, why on earth are you up so late? and honestly, i am wondering the same thing. i have school tomorrow, well technically today, but i can't find myself to go to sleep. it's partially because i am busy studying for today's exams, and the other is because i slept so much the past few days that all the energy i've saved up helps me stay awake. this worries me as much as it worries my mother, who had given me the stink-eye when she saw me still not sleeping even though it was already near 12 a.m.
speaking of exams: i don't know what to do. i'm very, very unprepared. mentally, and physically. i've been procrastinating for weeks, and all i feel now is regret. i keep on thinking, you should've studied, you idiot (though in a harsher way with more cursing). really, i am still procrastinating as of now.
i should be studying. i have so little time left. i have to sleep. i have to iron my clothes.
yet, here i am, writing this blog post that no one will ever read besides myself. truly, i need to get myself together and stop this behavior once and for all.
sigh.
i just hope i won't fall asleep during exam tomorrow.
bye.
x
aleesya
p/s: on a brighter note, it's Ramadhan! yay!
i hope i'll do more good and less procrastinate this month
#seriously
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