Monday, 28 January 2019

nonsensical babble: I'm back, 3 years later

Assalamualaikum.

Hi.

Oh, fuck, isn't this kind of weird? Why am I here? Am I really writing a blog post? Wow.  Maybe after this I'll reactivate my Tumblr and start blogging again. Honestly, I'm here because I've gotten bored of Twitter, which is a feat considering I love Twitter so much. Curiosity, and a teensy bit of yearning for nostalgia are also key factors as to why I'm revisiting this blog. Reading my old posts has made me feel all sorts of nostalgia. So many things happened within the years after the last post I wrote. Of course, in true Aliesya fashion, posting something sendu before completely disappearing. I don't think my 2015-2016 posts are particularly bad--totally biased point of view--but because they're ancient I can't help but cringe as I read them. Why in the world did I write about toilets? Nonsensical babble is right.

I'm twenty now. Imagine that. The last time I posted on this blog I was still in secondary school, slaving my life away, only to get a few A's on that SPM cert, but it was okay. My school experience was neither bad or good; it was okay. I had friends, I had enemies, I had crushes--like any other kid, really. Now I'm in my degree. A lot of things have changed. I'm not going to recall them all, but I'm a different person than I was three-four years ago. I bet when I'm near 30, I'll visit this blog again and cringe at this post. Who knows?

Anyway, just felt like writing something. Like a quick hello to an old friend. 

Maybe even a goodbye--for good. Maybe. We'll see.


And no, old!Aliesya I'm so sorry if you thought you'd score a boyfriend in uni: you haven't, and you're still very much single.

x